its all about me

' I must Learn to love the fool in me..The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks of self-control, loves and hates, hurts and get hurts, promises and break promises, laugh and cries'

Senin, 22 Desember 2008

Budayakan lembur!!!

i was workin in my lab n this thing just pops up in my mind..


daripada capek2 mikir stay diboardinghouse atau apartemen

daripada capek2 pindah apartemen baru

daripada capek2 bolakbalik nata2 barang

daripada capek2 mikir transportasi yang dipake

kenapa kagak tinggal sekalian ajah yah dlab??:D.

minta sewa kamar agh..:))

Minggu, 21 Desember 2008

Jangan Tanya!!

jangan tanya tentang lab progressku..

jangan tanya kapan bakal lulus (bcoz im planning to graduated sooneeeerrr!!!)

jangan tanya kenapa aku mau nglembur and nglab setiap hari

jangan tanya 'apa aku juga gak mau havin fun spt yg laen?ato gak capek?'

jangan tanya tentang keinginanku yg harus dipostponed sementara

karena itu semua adalah pertanyaan bodoh!

DAN BUAT KAMU JANGAN PERNAH BILANG AKU GAK NGELAKUIN KERJAAN KARENA I DO MY LABWORK FROM MONDAY-MONDAY!!!



ESMOSIH GUWEEEHH!!!!

One more thing!!kalo gak bs bersabar..dont be a researcher!!

kesabaran diperlukan dalam mendapatkan hasil yg baik tauk :D


Ps: in the darkness,theres a light (:

Kamis, 18 Desember 2008

'Ms.Cruella' Wannabe

akh.because of my research field is in neurology i need to take a brain sample from the mouse in order to measure the neurotransmitter activity. umm, i think u already familiar with ERK, dopamine and serotonine rite?first of all i need to do isolation and get the pure compound of mitragynine (MG) from the mitragyna speciosa mature dried leaves (its a loonggg and booring process!crying). and after i get the pure compound ill treat the mouse with MG.

Naaa..off to the main topic.why i put the title ms.cruella wannabe??because of this fren..i need to do dis to all of my animal study*for God sake..its only for research purpose!!

1st step :


2nd step :

and voila..bukan sihir bukan sulap :
ahahhahah..the funniest things is,this stuff reminds me to citra-putri indonesia riau 2008 my roommate in nikko hotel in a beauty camp.*sorry ciiittt..bukanna berniat menyamakanmu dg tikus ini..AHAHHAHAHHA*muuuahhhh!!!


well as u can see..citra didnt lose her head.she even got IDR 50.000!!!(:.oh myy..it was awesome i couldnt believe what i saw.akh.girl..miz u lotza (:


ps :*ive always thought that magic was surrounding us everyday..

a wave goodbye to 2008

its a great time to enjoying this new year eve and year 2008. i must say that 2008 is a great year for me and (probably) the best one in a long time. I could write an entire book about things that have happened during the year (and what I have learned from it), and I could probably also write a whole lot about my plans for the next year. But I know by experience that things usually don't go as planned, so this time I am not setting up any traditional targets. Instead, I will allow myself to be a bit visionary towards a very exciting future!:)
The first things to do is to improve myself and my study as many ways as possible. i really need to quit wasting my time. And in order to do that ill try to make a number of change and updates. i need to re-organized my lifes. healthy life-stylecrying, new communities, and everything. well thats all i can say.

Hope all of you have a great holiday. Wish all of you a very happy new year 2009! :)

Let’s make a wish for Peace . Love . Happiness

Rabu, 17 Desember 2008

Jeritan jiwa

ARRrrrrrrrgggHhhh...


Pengen cepet graduate!!!!

Jumat, 12 Desember 2008

CPR

EVEN A LION KNOW HOW TO GIVE a FIRST AID Life saving WITHOUT TAKING any TRAINING COURSE :D






NikmatNa jadi Guide (dadakan)

duduudududduududuuu*bersenandung dengan riangna^^..

lg serius2na nglab dapet tlplah akuw dari co-spv tercinta dr aris yg notabene merupakan kepala jawatan lab anatomy and phisiology fac medic UPM tercintah tempatku sekarang menuntut ilmu. dr aris asking whether im still busy with my labwork or not coz he need me to help him to be his guide. ada kunjungan studi banding aje gitu dari lampung university malahayati bandar lampung yang ketua yayasanNa ternyata student UPM PhD juga diengineering*paaak jadikaan sayaah dosen farmakologimuuuuuuuuuuuh!!!jeritan hati nan nista :)).senandung riang ntu bukan karna pak agung yg mpunya yayasan ntu bersedia memberikan tahta farmakologiNa kepadaku (nanti!) sodara-sodara tapiiiiiiiiiii...


BUJUG BUNENG TUH DOKTER GANTENG AJE GILEE!!!!!


AHAHAHAHAHA..sumpaah!!!kalo kata jaman sekarang ketampanan EdwARD cULLen yg maen dalem pilem twillight lewaaaatttt..lewaaaaaaaattttttttttt ajaaah donk!!!kalo gni caranya mah dari tadi udah gw tinggalin ney singgasana Lab.relaaaaaaaaaaa..biar kata diminta jadi guide ampe RS serdang aku relaa panas2an terik gniiiii demi menatapnyaaa*ahahahhahaa-mode najoooong On.bakal buru-buru kutinggalkan lab ini sejak telpon pertama dr aris tadiiiiiii..AHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.jadi menyesal menjadi apatis dikampus ini.secaraaa tuh bibit unggul kuanggurin gituu ajah kawan-kawannnn...:))

pesan pembaca hari ini :
wahaaai kawaan kawaann faculti medic dimanapun kamu beradaa, come n visite UPM fac medic, ill lead u n be ur FREE GUIDE AJE DOUNK!!!!ahahahahahha,demi bs menatapnya lagi.AHAHHAHAHA.

buat dokter Ntu :
*tersipu-sipu najong muka ngareppp..jadikan aku GUIDE HIDUPMU DOUNK!!!ahahhahaha..relaaaaaaaaaaa akuuw relaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :))

buat someone :
PEACE!!!!^^v

Kamis, 04 Desember 2008

clumsy me :((

huks3..kali ini membuat kekacauan dlabkuw.korban kulit tangan+kaki, 1 hape nokia (tidak bs digunakan lg pdhal msh baru T.T), sandal vincci (msh baru juga T.T), labu pisah 2 L, dan kolom yg berisi masterpiecekuw..udah tauuu tuh zat hasilna bakal dikiiiiiiiiiiit banget,udah tau jg prosesna panjaaaaaaaaaang amir..huwhuwhuhwuhwuw.maka menangis bombaylah akuw.kenapa nasibkuw hari iniiiiii...

kalo doa org teraniaya memang dikabulkan, maka doaku :

'ya Allah, dengan semua kehilangan dan kesengsaraan kerja 1 hari bahkan 1
mgg yg sia-sia ini serta kulit badan yg terbakar, maka permudahlah pengerjaan
thesiskuw T.T,amien3..'

i believe something happened for a reason..juz wait for d positive side on it..



setelah dibersihkan..salah satu sisi positif dari bencana yg kubuat adalah meja kerja ank2 jd lebih sedikit rapi dan bersih :)).kamis bersih yg berawal dari bencana bs juga meningkatkan kebersamaan dan gotong royong warga lab anatomi dan fisiologi ;p








peringatan:

patuhilah peraturan Lab.gunakan glove, masker dan SEPATU sodara2 selama bekerja dengan menggunakan reagent atau BAHAN2 KIMIA seperti kloroform yg amat sangat korosif :((.NO PHONECALL ALLOWED WHEN UR IN D LAB!!!







permintaan maaf:

kepada my co-supervisor yg sedang mengadakan kunjungan lab, cleaner2, pegawai sains, dan labmate yg sudah kurepotkan..mohon maaf sebesar2nya atas kekacauan yg kubuat.thanks for ur kindness..:D




akulturasi budaya Bali dan Jawa diMelaka

sewaktu backpackers diMelaka,aku melihat satu cafe yang cukup menarik. sebenarnya cafe ini bukan tujuan kami. tapi karena cuaca hujan tak kunjung berhenti, maka mampirlah kami kecafe ini. lagipula sudah kangen dengan Bali dan makananna, jadi niat makan malam ditengah2 pulau batallah :(..Maybe next time..yeap..next time ;p

tampak luar :

tampak dalam :


satu-satunya unsur 'bali' dicafe (kalo bs disebut/dpaksa2in??) :



well,next time..kalo berniat buka cafe better lakukan observasi mendalam dulu ttg tema dllna.kalo gak bakal byk terjadi akulturasi budaya spt ini ;p

Tak ada masa

anatomy & physiology lab, midDay..


do waD ever u want, u wont meet me?its okay for me..ill keep doing my job.with or without ur direction.have no time..no much time left..i keep on my work while u growht up there ;)