how i love being loved by you

Your love makes me feel blessed. To have you in my lifeI realize how blessed I am :)
Because of all the things your love gives me.I know every word you say is true, with all the things I've already written..that's part of why I love being loved by you.
There isn't enough time in a day Nor words, that even though they are true.. That can explain the depth's of our love..To tell you why I love being loved by you..

oh how i love being loved by you honey..:)

Im in a War, Heart vs Head

I've been having a bit of a discussion with my sister whether i would choose career success and the job of my dreams over love. I used to think I was very headstrong, independent and knew the answer in this situation, career! But that was me who hadn't been in love before. That was me who thought all relationships are doomed. My views have somewhat changed of late. In fact I dont know whats happened to the strong willed independent girl I used to be..

for instance..i met a guy, u might will laught at me when i tell you that i know him from friendster.HaHa..itsnot like a blinddate if you think so.i knew him from my friend who seems to like to find a friend-mate.anyway..im not that desperate that you think..Haha,in fact i love being single @ that time.when i firsttime met him,i still didnt feel anything until we pray together in his house.well then, this little thing called love knocked me straight on to my butt.

from the first time i knew him, i know that we have different outlooks on the world, different needs, different expectations-all of these can cause a rift that might seem at times unbridgeable. But bridge that gap i must, if it is my choice to share my life with another person.

well then, now ive too look at this situation completely sensibly and practically...ive find a suitable partner,someone supportive, interesting, fun, thoughtful and attractive..then what a waste of the rest of my life it would be to throw him away and my goal i could always pursue later, with him, at a more suitable time. I don't think of it as ive sacrified for love, I think of it as going together. Life is about taking risks and chances and seeing how you can make the best out of the situations you put yourself in. I know it's going to be VERY hard but it's worth it because being without him would be far worse. Sometimes his one kiss and hug could make the day brighter. So you see ..I'm hopeless.


at last..Love should be selfless as well as at times selfish


and for you, may you be blessed in both ways.. career and love life :D
cheers!